i would wish to live in my own world, with people who understand my real colours . to run freely, bursting my own bubbles of worries, to be away from those shallow minded people. you are suffocating enough, making myself harder to breathe my own brand of oxygen .
it is hard to make others understand, this state of happiness, is something what i've been longing for. i know, i need reality check. but i dont need ur opinion of how menggelabah i've been. because i lived and gone thru fake-ness , i learnt reality bites, it wont always be your sweetest dream.
and i am more than understand that;
NOTHING LASTS FOREVER,
and so does HAPPINESS.
i never believe, there would be any happy ending. i live a real life, there's always ups and downs. its just, dont be judgemental by affections shown. because
you just cant picture me perfect .
im sorry, i think i deserve my own storyline of happiness and sadness. not many are willing to share tears as laughters are easier to be valued. i am telling you now. you're not the jury to judge my life.
