this is nothing. maybe,

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i just couldnt find a better word to describe how i feel right now , am i not being okayh ? its like a whole lot of emotions , mixed up . and i couldnt even figure out , why?


yeah, tell me why ? i know , i should be stronger , but can i be better in that ?

dear ALLAH , i do need a lot of strength. ):

this is nothing , maybe . maybe, nothing or there is something . gosh, i do feel like crying . i hate this part , when i feel like i am helpless and i just can pray the best for everything and waiting for the future to roll in .


im not questioning the fate , needless to say , maybe i am afraid to accept the fact of the fate ?

oh please, i need you now.

and if you know how i feel right now .