roda kehidupan .

life is a circle . a wheel . there is one moment where you will be great . and there will always be one moment where you will face troubles and drowned in emotions .

and i think , maybe this is the moment , i am given with such difficulties , and i admit i was drowned in it at first . i never realise , it could have been a test from ALLAH . and i am , regretting it . for not trying to strengthen myself , to face it bravely . YA ALLAH , do forgive me .

maybe , i wasnt thankful enough , and HE takes away the nikmat ,

maybe , i wasnt good enough in performing HIS obligations ,

maybe , HE is testing my inner strength and i admit , i am weak indeed .

maybe , HE is giving me something better , but its the rough path i need to discover first .

''Hanya Engkaulah yang kami sembah, dan hanya kepada-Mu kami memohon pertolongan.''

 

dan kepada Engkau sahajalah , aku memohon kemaafan atas kekhilafan , kekuatan kesabaran , dan meminta pertolongan untuk tunjukkan hikmah dan kelebihan ujian Mu .